Depression is a blessing from God

We came into a world ... without clear instructions
about what is going on in here.
Truth being that no one bothered to teach us ... what is life.
How we should act.
Or react.
But ... whenever things get out of our control ... many times ruining us mentally and emotionally ... a weird unexplainable force starts to overwhelm us.
It's called ... depression.
We hate it.
Being so afraid and ashamed of it.
Trying to run away ... but somehow being too late.
I've personally experienced it ... as a secondary effect of the dynamic of my perceptions related to reality ... but also being intoxicated by the vibes of the people from the stage of my life.
Especially ... the closest ones.
Many, many times ... even in love relationships ... making
the huge mistake of connecting to the wrong soul... and
accepting the connection as something normal.
Not being wise.
Or pretending i can't be.
So ... as many other idiots from the planet Earth ... i am
wasting my existence ... allowing to be tortured by ugly
vibes.
Accepting it.
But ... denying that i already know that ... depression itself is a blessing from God ... whispering me that i am on a journey
... on a pathetic pathless path.
And ... i need to stop.
Also ... meditate at an immediate change