Everywhere the Undrowned
A Memoir of Survival and Imagination
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5.0 • 2 Ratings
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Publisher Description
This is what it is to survive. You find what floats and you hold on. Even if it is smaller than you.
Holding on is all fourteen-year-old Stephanie Clare Smith can do when she’s left home alone in New Orleans during the summer of 1973. As she seeks to ease her solitude through her summer school algebra class, her wandering in the city, and her friendship with a streetcar operator, adults—particularly men—fail her again and again, with devastating consequences.
Dreamlike and beautifully paced, this lyrical debut memoir traces the events of one harrowing summer and its repercussions throughout Stephanie’s life, including her work with families in crisis and as a caregiver for the mother who abandoned her all those years ago. Through a mosaic of trauma and transcendence, memory and metaphor, scarcity and neglect, Stephanie reveals how she built connections in and to a world that had largely left her behind. Her hard-won survival echoes that of countless other survivors whose stories are never told, and her strength stands as a testament to the power of creativity.
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Poet and social worker Smith examines the fallout from her teenage sexual assault in her gut-wrenching debut. During the summer of 1973, when Smith was 14, her mother left on a monthslong camping trip with her boyfriend, leaving Smith to fend for herself in New Orleans. One night in July, Smith was abducted and raped by a stranger while walking home. In the immediate aftermath, she fumbled for support from trusted acquaintances including her math teacher and a friendly streetcar driver, only for them to sexualize her and brush her aside. Smith dealt with the long-simmering pain privately until, at age 30, she finally told her mother about the assault, and her mother reacted with rage against Smith for telling her so long after the fact ("Why are you telling me this? She was hot; she was mad. She walked like a gun when she walked out of the room"). Decades later, as Smith began to care for her dying, dementia-stricken mother, she came to an unsteady peace over their rift. In lyrical, metaphor-rich prose fragments that mine the cosmos, television, and avian life for meaning, Smith offers a harrowing yet hopeful look at the long road to recovery. This cathartic personal history is difficult to shake.
