Feeling Again

Falling for my older brother's best friend isn't as fun as it's cut out to be, especially since I'm so screwed up that I'm terrified of commitment and being locked down.

I crave freedom. I need to let go of the insanity swirling in my head.

But I do something even crazier than getting high or fighting like I always do. Something even crazier than falling for my brother's best friend.

I also fall for the one man who hates my guts... Blaze.

I'm toxic. I ruin everyone and everything I touch.

And yet... all while still needing Blaze, I crave Jonah.

Allowing both of these men to love me is either going to be what saves me...

Or what sends me toppling into the deep end.

**𝘛𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘴 𝘣𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘊𝘰𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘈𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘋𝘶𝘦𝘵. 𝘐𝘵 𝘥𝘰𝘦𝘴 𝘦𝘯𝘥 𝘰𝘯 𝘢 𝘤𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘧𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘳. 𝘐𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘢𝘯 𝘔𝘍𝘔 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘢𝘨𝘦.**

𝙋𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙨𝙚 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙚 "𝙉𝙤𝙩𝙚 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝘼𝙪𝙩𝙝𝙤𝙧" 𝙖𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙗𝙚𝙜𝙞𝙣𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙤𝙛 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙗𝙤𝙤𝙠 𝙗𝙚𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙚 𝙙𝙚𝙘𝙞𝙙𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙤 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙.