[Siren Sensations ManLove: Alternative Consensual BDSM Contemporary Romance, spanking, sex toys, HEA] Porter is a Dom who refuses to push because an unhealed ache in his soul from tragically losing a loved one keeps one foot firmly stuck in the past. He loves Gavin, considers him his best friend. That's why when Gavin took the job in Costa Rica, Porter knew he had to let him go, even though it hurt. Gavin knows all too well why Porter's in pain—he was there by his side that horrible afternoon. But Gavin has his own relationship ghosts to deal with. All he wanted was for Porter to ask him to stay, to give him a chance to show him he can be Porter's forever guy. To want him, and as more than just a good friend. But between ancient heartache, mixed messages, a jealous sub, and a friend who's anything but, will the two stubborn aviation mechanics finally be able to fix what's wrong between them? Tymber Dalton is a Siren-exclusive author.