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Publisher Description

The heart wants what it wants...

My life is a carefully constructed lie. I’m in love with my best friend, but the way I feel could get us both killed. So as long as we stay here on the dusty ranch, I can never tell him how I feel. And if we leave, we’ll have nothing but the shirts on our backs.

But when Josh is accused of a crime he didn’t commit, fate forces my hand. I steal him away, where it’s just the two of us against the world. I will do anything to keep him safe. I’ll steal. I’ll fight. I’ll tell lies. 

Yet I can’t tell Josh how I feel. 

I can’t tell him that this is all my fault.

And kissing him in the back of a stranger’s truck wasn’t exactly part of the plan…

Contains: first times, impossible choices, awkward confessions and love up against the kitchen counter.


"A fantastic, unforgettable story! This book will make you cheer, cry, and swoon so hard! I adored it!" - Laura Kaye, New York Times bestselling author of the Hard Ink series


‘“Goodbye Paradise’ is calibrated, controlled storytelling done with much panache and aplomb.” - Unstuck Pages


“From the very first page I was hooked. I loved the story so much!!” - Happily Ever After

March 21
Rennie Road Books
Tuxbury Publishing LLC

Customer Reviews

isalaur ,

Another winner from Sarina Bowen

This latest book from one of my favorite authors does not disappoint. Bowen does a great job tracing the journey of the two protagonists from an isolated religious cult to freedom in Massachusetts. Caleb is anxious to shake off the remnants of the cult's influence but Josh has a harder time unlearning all the things he was taught, especially those that made him feel unloved, unworthy and unable to be himself.

The reader will enjoy watching these two find their way in this new world as well as finding their own worth, something that is much harder for Josh. Several scenes are heartbreaking and the precipitating event is crushing. I felt like I was there experiencing the torment, that's how great a job the author does in writing it.

Highly recommend this book...as well as all the others of Bowen's various series.


sweet, spicy NA

I love the way this author delivers interesting and emotional stories with deep down good characters. Josh and Caleb were raised in a religious cult. Growing up the way they did is a handicap in many ways, but it also gives them a certain genuineness. Caleb was given a little more freedom to go out into the world when the group had a need that couldn't be met on the compound. Josh wasn't allowed on the outside until he was cast out so he struggles more with knowing what's truly good or bad, dangerous or safe. I love him to pieces.
Although the boys have been sheltered from a lot of things, they have always been attracted to each other so it doesn't take long for things to heat up when they are allowed to be their true selves. This is an endearing romance with loads of wonderful people and plenty of sexy. If you are a fan of this author or MM, new adult, sweet n' spicy romance, you should give Goodbye Paradise a go.

Jacklov2rd ,

Sweet wonderfully written

Sarina does it again. This book contained two wonderfully well written characters that you will enjoy going with on their journey with a sweet supporting cast of characters. I could not put it down. It was sweet felt emotional journey.

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