In Vitro
On Longing and Transformation
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Publisher Description
A meditation on in vitro fertilization that expands and complicates the stories we tell about pregnancy.
Medical interventions become an exercise in patience, desire, and delirium in this intimate account of bodily transformation and disruption. In candid, graceful prose, Isabel Zapata gives voice to the strangeness and complexities of conception and motherhood that are rarely discussed publicly. Zapata frankly addresses the misogyny she experienced during fertility treatments, explores the force of grief in imagining possible futures, and confronts the societal expectations around maternity. In the tradition of Rivka Galchen’s Little Labors and Sarah Manguso’s Ongoingness, In Vitro draws from diary and essay forms to create a new kind of literary companion and open up space for nuanced conversations about pregnancy.
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This lyrical meditation by Mexican poet Zapata (Empty Pool) reflects on the life-changing power of pregnancy and motherhood. "I want to shatter the vow of silence that isolates the painful parts of motherhood," she writes, recounting in a series of brief dispatches what it felt like to undergo in vitro fertilization treatments. Zapata opines on the physical and psychological changes she underwent after becoming pregnant, describing motherhood as a process of self-annihilation and self-discovery during which she forged a new identity around her unborn baby ("I want to have a child so I can be made invisible"). Vignettes about caring for her sick dog and her relationship with her husband are peppered throughout, but the ruminations on Zapata's mother are the most affecting, as when the author likens the grief she felt after her mother died to the emotional turmoil of giving birth: "Being an orphan and having a child are similar in the certainty that you will be vulnerable forever." With poetic prose, sensitively translated by Myers, Zapata's sometimes surprising perspective offers a fresh take on the pregnancy memoir. Elegant and sharp, this is worth seeking out.
