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“Don’t Look Back in Anger”

In one night, I lost five years of my life. Here’s what I know …

I was homeless. 

I’m a recovering drug addict.

My inked skin crawls from lustful eyes. 

I have a serious aversion to women. 

My gay partner is a home wrecker. 

I own a gun and I’m a damn good shot. 

I’m a makeup artist, but it’s an insult to my talent. 

I’ve never wanted to possess anything except my Ducati … until I met Darby. 

Now here’s what I know since that day in the ER when she pieced me back together … nothing—but a few random thoughts.

My new “friend” is distracting, clingy, and obsessed with acronyms, emojis, and phrases like “breakfast soul mates.” 

I didn’t want to like her, but she crawled under my skin and swallowed me whole. Now we’re best friends and she’s my new addiction. I'd drink her from a shot glass, snort her up my nose, or inject her into my veins if I could. What I won’t do … is ever tell her that. 

She doesn’t know me … I don’t know me. When those missing years come back, I think she will hate me … I think I will hate me. 

My parents named me Patrick Roth, and this is my story.

April 13
Jewel E. Ann
Jule Dirksen

Customer Reviews

#1word❤️ ,

Different and Fun

Darby meets Trick who is not Sub Par in any way and their friendship grows into more as the story continues!
So much Love for their story and all the ups and downs along the way!
Darby & Trick ❤️

TreeVera ,


OMG this book is my BFF, (you’ll understand this after you read this) and you have to read this!

RebeccaBrown ,

Great Read!!

I love Jewel E Ann's writing. She once again captures my emotions with this one. I laughed, I cried, and I didn't want it to end. I could pick it up and read it all over again after reading it from front to back without stopping. ❤️❤️❤️

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