Opening pandora's box, but finally understanding the unconscious

I try to understand myself.
But ... i fail.
I also try to understand the others ... and paradoxically
it's ... much, much easier.
Then ... i realise it all looks like ... a nonsense.
And ... i keep analysing and defining ... everything happening on the stage of reality.
Again and again.
I go deeper.
And ... deeper.
Seeing things which I disagree with ... i dislike or even hate.
But ... yes ... i keep writing.
Defining ... the undefined.
Being surprised.
Then frustrated.
Fortunately ... later on ... finally understanding and accepting that all is just part of life.
The real meaning being that i have to see ... the full
picture ... related to me and all the others around me ...
from this planet.
Illogically ... all what i am saying?!
Maybe ...
But ... what if i am actually right?!
So ... open your mind ... try to see what's not so easy to
see ... understand the thoughts, feelings and energies from inside of us ... and allow yourself ... to have other
perceptions too.
Not so related to ... dogmatism.
Understand ... in fact ... the logic ... beyond illogically of this existence as a human being