Private Equity
A Memoir
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- $14.99
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- $14.99
Publisher Description
Named a most-anticipated book of 2024 by NPR.org, Oprah Daily, Town & Country, The Millions, Financial Times, and more.
“Sun writes clearly about the demands and privileges of the job, though this isn’t a tell-all about abuses in the industry, rather a more probing inquiry into what we deem success and the values underpinning it.” —Vogue, Best Books of 2024 So Far
A gripping memoir of one woman’s self-discovery inside a top Wall Street firm, and an urgent indictment of privilege, extreme wealth, and work culture
When we meet Carrie Sun, she can’t shake the feeling that she’s wasting her life. The daughter of Chinese immigrants, Carrie excelled in school, graduated early from MIT, and climbed the corporate ladder, all in pursuit of the American dream. But at twenty-nine, she’s left her analyst job, dropped out of an MBA program, and is trapped in an unhappy engagement. So when she gets the rare opportunity to work at one of the most prestigious hedge funds in the world, she knows she can’t say no. Fourteen interviews later, she’s in.
Carrie is the sole assistant to the firm’s billionaire founder. She manages his work life, becoming the right hand to an investor who can move mountains and markets with a single phone call. Eager to impress, she dives headfirst into the firm’s culture, which values return on time above all else. A luxury-laden world opens up for her, and Carrie learns that money can solve nearly everything.
Playing the game at the highest levels, amid the ultimate winners in our winner-take-all economy, Carrie soon finds her identity swallowed whole by work. With her physical and mental health deteriorating, she begins to rethink what it actually means to waste one’s life. A searing examination of our relationship to work, Carrie’s story illuminates the struggle for balance in a world of extremes: efficiency and excess, status and aspiration, power and fortune. Private Equity is a universal tale of self-invention from a dazzling new voice, daring to ask what we’re willing to sacrifice to get to the top—and what it might take to break free and leave it all behind.
PUBLISHERS WEEKLY
Sun debuts with a thought-provoking if undercooked account of her time working as an overqualified assistant for the founder of a Manhattan hedge fund. At 29, after four years as a highly paid financial analyst, Sun wanted to make a career switch—the more she earned, the more she "recoil from it all." Hoping to lean into her artistic impulses, she decided to obtain a graduate degree in creative writing. To support that pursuit while pivoting away from financial analysis, she searched for a job that would help her pay for school. Ultimately, she landed a position assisting "Boone Prescott," billionaire founder of the hedge fund "Carbon" (Sun changed the names of most of the people and companies she discusses). She wrote Boone's speeches, prepared his PowerPoint slides, and ordered his car services; all the while, he dodged the press and maintained an unusual level of secrecy at the firm. As Boone hit Sun with more and more work, attempting to buy her loyalty with bonuses, raises, and lavish perks, she grew increasingly weary of his demands and the company's faux-familial culture. Eventually, she left the firm despite Boone's protests. Sun tugs at intriguing ideas—including an assertion that her emotionally repressed childhood "made me the perfect handmaiden for financial capitalism"—but the book's momentum drags in places. Still, it's an intriguing portrait of millennial burnout.
Customer Reviews
Some parts are good, but often boring
It’s ok. Sometimes a page turner and sometimes a snooze
Excellent
Intriguing and very well written. Encompasses all aspects of the concept of culture. Sun was born to be a writer.
A Must Read!
This book starts out with Carrie Sun in the hospital so sick the doctors don’t know she will make it through the night. She had worked so much she ignored taking care of herself.
Carrie Sun writes about her experiences of having high-powered jobs in the financial world, including ending an engagement that just was not working for her. She talks about the pressures and stress and how she wasn’t always mentally happy. This job not only affected her personal life, but her health. How far can a person go before they break? Carrie Sun highlights the importance of managing stress and self-care by showing what happens when you place work above it.
A well written book that explores the ins and outs of working in the financial world! A great book for book clubs and anyone who is interested in the financial world!