My name is Sienna Rose and... I am an addict. My drug of choice, no let me rephrase, the drug that chose me, is heroin. I did not intend for this to happen but I have used since I was twelve, almost right after I lost someone I truly loved, my best friend. Now I am thirteen and I am searching for solace. I feel like I am slowly turning into my mother, Sabrina, who was also a drug addict. I was told by Ms. Jennings, my therapist, that if I write, I could gain some closure for and the ability to deal with my pain in better ways. It sounds great coming from someone that is not me, but honestly, I hope it all ends.