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Publisher Description

I crawled into Ryan Jensen's bed that first night by accident.

I barely knew him. I thought it was his sister's bed—her room. It took seconds to realize my error, and I should've left...

I didn't. I didn't jump out. I didn't get embarrassed.

I relaxed.

And that night, in that moment, it was the only thing I craved.

I asked to stay. He let me, and I slept.

The truth? I never wanted to leave his bed. If I could've stayed forever, I would have.

He became my sanctuary.

Because—four hours earlier—my twin sister killed herself.

** Standalone full-length novel, Mature YA themes

Young Adult
January 22
Draft2Digital, LLC

Customer Reviews

Rsands87 ,


Reading this book took me on a tailspin. I cried with her, I laughed with her, and I felt the destruction that she tried not to cause. She experiences a loss that many people wouldn’t have been able to come back from. And she mentally checks out while all these different things are going on around her to destroy her. And in the midst of her grieving she meets this guy who understands the pain she has been feeling. He understands it better than she thinks and he is the one that she opens up to. And of course he just has to be popular so add in the mean girl and it sounds like a typical high school drama. But this book is so much more than typical. It will break your heart and then in the end you will be put back whole. This book is tragic, love, death, romance, and acceptance all in one. You will literally feel where she is coming from with every choice that she makes. And you will understand that although she’s in high school she is grieving and she is looking for acceptance. If i could rate this book higher than a 5 I would because it was that powerfully good.

KareenaTeaney ,


Absolutely amazing. Definitely did NOT expect the ending and it gets me every single time!

Sungis ,


This book was different than what I have ever read. Overall I liked the book, but I don’t like the ending. This is just my opinion, there can be other people that really like it. It’s just not me. I can see why she chose that ending but during the whole book I just thought something was off. It also goes to show that everyone heals differently and that there are different levels and everyone goes through them differently as well. Overall I liked the book. It was well written and you’ll just have to find out for yourself to see if you like it or not.

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