Desperate to understand my best friend's choice to be a submissive to her Dom husband, I decide to study BDSM for my Master's thesis in Sociology. The very thought of giving up control terrifies me...until my research takes me to a "play party" and I witness Cameron Terry spanking a sub. The striking Dominant's unassuming power mesmerizes me, exciting me in ways I've never known possible while my sheltered and strict upbringing tells me this new desire is immoral. But when at last I plead for what I crave, I struggle on the edge of fear and bliss. Can I change who I've always believed myself to be?