She is Sick

I believe sickness unchecked or uncured leads to the death of a thing. I can see how my bad habits are leading to the death of a relationship with a good man, so I call the conglomeration of those habits sickness. If I do not get a grip of myself I know I will end up single. Being single is not the worse, but raising another sick generation is. So I have to heal, not just for me, but for my kids and their kids. Healing is a choice, and I choose it over being alone. To each her own. I begin searching women from my Bible to find healing for myself in this piece. Mary, Sarah, and Esther have a prominent place in my heart thanks to preachers that praise their works. However, when I turned my sights to women less praised in the Bible I found healing. I extrapolated the "Bad" women of the Bible to identify and help heal the parts not spoken about on Sunday morning, but they are there.