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I am not okay.

Fifteen months ago, my life was turned upside down when the plane I was piloting went down. Injured and trapped in the wreckage, I had to watch my fiancée die a painfully slow death, which is something that can really mess with your head.

Since that day, I’ve had little desire to do much of anything. Except play hockey, that is. Because that is the one place where the bad memories are banished and I can escape my pain.

But off the ice, I’m spiraling out of control. Losing the grip on my life and putting myself and my career in danger. Now, thanks to a string of bad decisions, I’ve been ordered to complete therapy in order to stay on the team.

The problem? Nora Wayne, my beautiful and somewhat unconventional therapist. I can’t buy into the brand of happy clappy crap this woman is feeding me. What could she possibly understand about the type of loss that I’ve suffered? How does she know anything about finding happiness after losing the most important person in your life?

Turns out, I’ve got a lot to learn, and she’s just the person I need to break through those walls I’ve erected.

I am not okay.

But for the first time in a long time, I know that I will be.

November 5
Big Dog Books, LLC
Big Dog Books, LLC

Customer Reviews

Coleys reviews ,


If you follow Arizona vengeance series, then you have been dying for this book to come out. Tacker has been stuck in his grief from losing his fiancé in a plane crash that he was piloting, but the team has said enough is enough and he hast to get counseling or he’s off the team. This is where he meets Nora , his unconventional therapist, which becomes much more than that , a friend and maybe possibly a new love, but only if he can get over his guilt can he move on with his life and Nora is just the person to show him there’s more out there than terrible things that happen in your past , maybe she can show him because she has been there too. I listen to this book and the Narration is wonderful , they do a great job at portraying both Tacker and Nora!! Give it a listen you won’t regret it!!

mpatane5 ,

Finally! Worth the read/listen!

I’ve been waiting for Tacker’s story and what a great yet heartbreaking storyline. Two souls with broken pasts, find love again. Tacker and Nora’s chemistry is a slow burn but once ignited it burns hot. Stephen Dexter and Lucy Rivers’s narration is excellent and brought an added element to this story. It’s a definite must listen.

A5michael ,

Another awesome story by Sawyer

I have been eagerly waiting for this story since Tacker first showed up in Bishop’s book. Sometimes when a book is this anticipated it can almost not meet your expectations but Sawyer knocked it out of the park. I loved every minute of this book! I was scared that I was going to be super emotional through out the book but there were only a few parts that really got to me. I would recommend this book to everyone but even though it is a standalone, I would start at the beginning since you learn so much about Tacker’s journey along the way.

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