The NONSENSE ... seen as normality

I've written about the nonsense as a form of protest ...
especially in front of this weird concept of duality ... man-woman.
Of course ... from the perspective of a man, but still doing all my best to be objective ... even if so many, many times I've literally lost my minds ... especially in love relationships.
Provoked so much ... by my woman ... from that time.
Or ... because of many other women ... met on the stage of my life.
Even today ... when i finally finished the manuscript of "The NONSENSE ... seen as normality" ... i had to deal with some ladies from the electrical company ... and almost wanted to kill them ... but just before doing it ... security company asked to leave the building and shut up ...
Right after ... i had a moment of semi awakening ... realising one more time that all is just material for my books ... so i left in peace ... without any frustrations into my heart ... even if i knew i was right.
You see ... it's difficult to understand... but also to accept the nonsense.
Unfortunately is part of life and a lot related to the
unconscious side of the human being.
With the dark side from us.
And it's not that the man doesn't have that ... virus inside of his mind ... but most certainly it's more obvious at the woman.
I clearly saw it ... analysing and interacting with probably ... thousands of ladies.
So ... i have an idea about what i am talking about ... having somehow the moral right of writing this book.
Unfortunately ... from reasons which i don't know and can't understand ... my karma is a lot related with this connection to femininity ... so ... my only tendency today ... seeing i am trapped for real into the nonsense .. is to protest.
Writing.
And writing.
Running away of duality ... but always coming back ...
because of a spell ... at all those ladies from the stage of life.