This Is What Happens

How is it that the girl with straight As ends up scrubbing floors for minimum wage, living in a room above Vera's Hairstyling, in a god-forsaken town called Powassan? She didn't marry the wrong guy. She didn't have kids. She wasn't an immigrant, uprooted and transplanted. So what happened?

Feminist theorist Dale Spender wrote, in Women of Ideas and What Men Have Done to Them, "We need to know how patriarchy works. We need to know how women disappear…." Although Spender spoke of women who disappear from the historical record, women all too often seem to disappear from any sort of public life as soon as they leave high school: so many shine there, but once they graduate, they become invisible.

Where are all the straight-A girls from high school? Why, how, have they 'disappeared'? Marriage and kids is an inadequate answer because married-with-kids straight-A boys (of which, let's acknowledge, there are fewer) are visible. Everywhere. Even the straight-B boys are out there. So what happens?

This is what happens provides several answers as it traces this disappearance with a microscopic examination of one woman's life. There are three voices juxtaposed throughout the novel: the fresh, impassioned protagonist speaking through her journal entries from the age of fifteen; the sarcastic, now-fifty protagonist commenting about the events of her life, occasionally speaking to her younger self; and the dispassionate narrator.

The novel's audience is primarily women—it will resonate most with older women, but it is younger women who most need to read it. Because this is what happens.

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"An interesting mix of a memoir and a philosophical work, together with some amazing poetry. … This is what happens ranks in my top five of books ever read."  Mesca Elin, Psychochromatic Redemption

"A seriously powerful novel."  C. Osborne

"An incisive reflection on how social forces constrain women's lives.  … Great for fans of Sylvia Plath and Doris Lessing's The Golden Notebook."  Booklife

"The self-analysis is astounding."  Claudine Leonhardt

"Well-woven from beginning to end. …  The prose is vivid, the poetry delightful. …The books mentioned are a lovely bonus."  Whistler Independent Books Award

"This book is so amazing. I was so enthralled that I just kept reading …."  JB

"A difficult and wholly original character whose voice demonstrates heartbreaking clarity and philosophical rage."  Christian Sia for Readers' Favorite  5 stars

"I have not stopped thinking about This is what happens."  Siena Fontana

"By naming the destination before the journey begins, the novel forces the reader to watch not for surprise but for recognition. ... Chris Wind does in fiction what Spender did in theory--make the invisible machinery of patriarchy visible enough to examine."  Eva Salter, Page One Strategy

"A reflective and socially engaged feminist novel that challenges assumptions about success, visibility, and women's labor across a lifetime. It will appeal to readers of feminist literature, social critique, and character-driven contemporary fiction."     Laura Flavin, 5/5 Goodreads

"An absolute masterclass in character-driven fiction.  The atmospheric, melancholic depth you build around that final September, combined with the raw psychological intimacy of looking backward to find a path forward, is nothing short of cinematic."  David Mercer