With Permission

Book 2 “Don’t Look a Gift Horse in the Mouth”
David’s explanation.
“So there I was joining the ranks of the kinky set. Getting off on my wife being lusted after and a step farther, getting off on guys who want to do something about their lust. In the midst of all that, along comes Evan. He asks you to dinner and when you told me about it, part of my wanted you to tell me that you had a dinner date with him and that you hoped I didn’t mind. I hoped you’d say that there wasn’t any way you could be sure to hang onto your job if you didn’t say yes.
“While the others, were a turn on, they were a passing thing a thrill once and gone away. But Evan, Evan was going to be there daily… you’d see him every day at work and his invitation was left open. Then I met the man. Not only is he younger, he’s a stud… the epitome of every woman’s wet dream, so to speak. Three times I’ve seen him and each time he checked you out and you checked him out. And each time I found myself wondering if you’d ever take him up on it, maybe even wishing you would.
“Of course, just like all the other guys who’ve paid attention to you that you’ve either interacted with or they’ve caught your eye as well, we incorporated him into our sex life in our role plays. Him being constantly available made it all the more attractive to do that.
“I struggled with the thoughts of wanting and loathing for you to jump his bones. With more research there I became aware of the cuckold community. Guys who not only wanted to show off their wives to other men, but wanted them to interact sexually with them. Oh God you have no idea of just how jumbled that community is. Mostly it’s made up of wannabes. But of those who actually live the life style it’s a mixed bag. Everything from allowing slash encouraging their wives to go out on dates fully knowing they would and wanting them to have sex, to the wife taking a bull, a kind of dominant lover, and the two of them humiliating the poor cuck. Some of them watch their wife and her lover in action. There are infinite variations on that theme.
“Over the last several months the ‘you and Evan fantasy has become a fixture in my thoughts. It’s not confined to our role play times. Every time I hear his name it replays in my head. Every time you leave for work, every time you tell me something about work, it replays in my mind. Worse than that, every time I notice some guy checking out a woman, it replays in my mind. Any time my mind isn’t actively engaged in a thought process, it jumps into my thoughts. It happens at work, if there’s any slack time. My vision of what happens gets into detail deeper and deeper.
“To make matters worse, a little over a month ago, I needed something from my dresser while you were in the shower. You know how we leave the door open a crack so that the exhaust fan can have some air to draw into the room, well as I was getting what I wanted I heard you, over the running water, climaxing. Hell, if you were horny all you had to do was say so and I’d have had you in bed, or joined you in the shower if that’s what you wanted. But no you were in the shower alone, but not alone in your mind. It had to be Evan in your mind.”
He had me there. More like once a week. I was unfaithful in my thoughts for a long time before last night.
“I think that’s what pushed me over the edge. Suddenly I could sympathize with the wannabe cucks. To be honest, I could sympathize with you too, the fantasy has hit me in the shower and I’ve masturbated there too. It’s become an obsession with me. I convinced myself it wasn’t a matter of ‘if’ you do it, but ‘when’. For over a month now I’ve begun to fantasize about just how that would come to be and thinking up scenarios that I could set up to facilitate that. In most of them there was nothing I could do but wait for the opportunity … until last night. I figured all that was needed was you and Evan alone for a sufficient length of time. It seems I’m in, was in, that group of wannabes cucks.