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Publisher Description

I crawled into Ryan Jensen's bed that first night by accident.

I barely knew him. I thought it was his sister's bed—her room. It took seconds to realize my error, and I should've left...

I didn't. I didn't jump out. I didn't get embarrassed.

I relaxed.

And that night, in that moment, it was the only thing I craved.

I asked to stay. He let me, and I slept.

The truth? I never wanted to leave his bed. If I could've stayed forever, I would have.

He became my sanctuary.

Because—four hours earlier—my twin sister killed herself.

** Standalone full-length novel, Mature YA themes

Young Adult
January 22

Customer Reviews

Indibum123 ,

Possibly the best book I’ve ever read

Unbelievably thought provoking and powerful. It wasn’t one I could binge read, it was the kind of book that you need to take your time with. Would 100% recommend this, it tackles sensitive issues in a very well written and well thought out way. One of my favourite authors already, but this book has been my favourite so far. I wouldn’t necessarily say that I enjoyed the read, because it isn’t that kind of story, but more that I’m so glad I did read it and like to think that I have maybe learned from it too.

xNessaMx ,

I’ve read this countless times

I could read this book a 100 times and still cry every time. There is real, raw emotions written in these pages about a beautiful heartbreaking story. Mental health is often misunderstood and people find it too hard to talk about sometimes but this book gives you an insight of just how one person might be feeling dealing with a loss and try to cope with every day life.

Sammy scs ,


Loved this book and so glad that it was finished. Would love another one to finish her story though.
Written so well and loved the fact that Willow and Ryan had a voice/story as well.
Will definitely read this book again.

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