PARALLEL REALITIES ... seen as magic pills

I've always had into my mind the idea of parallel realities. Also ... an obsession about accessing them ... somehow randomly but probably depending on the mood.
And do it ... whenever i want ... because ... Well ... mainly because this is what i want.
Today ... i use the term parallel reality more as a metaphor ... and less into a spiritual way.
It's indeed related to my fantasies i dream and write about. To my inner worlds.
To the emotional which is overwhelming me. To the non ending process of over thinking.
Also ... a lot to love ... even if that actually means many times ... illicit love stories ... and all related to that.
But ... no matter what ...i have the guts to practice this process of self therapy in front of the public and tell the truth about all what i think and feel ... no matter how silly or even pathetic it might sound.
Why ... Because ....
Well ... i keep writing.
I am a little bit confused ... and that makes me also confusing in front of the public ... but i don't mind.
So ... allow me to tell my story ... or better said stories which are a lot influenced of the emotional balance i am always involved in.
Everything looking a lot like an illogical show ... being the clear evidence of the nonsense defining the human being. But ... i guess all is ok ... and even if you'll judge me ... believing i am suffering of a weird unexplainable mental illness ... i assure you ... i'll make you smile.
Or even ... why not ... recognise yourself into the roles i am playing on the stage of this illusory reality.