A Problem of Me: The Autobiography of Rick Haydn Horst

I have had a complex life, gay, brutalized, neglected, nomadic, unstable, outcasted, confused, naive, and from there I entered the USAF before DADT 1988-1992, floundered, and was caregiver for over 17 years. This isn’t just a story—it’s a life lived, scars and all. I wrote this for anyone who’s struggled, survived, or simply wants to understand. Please don’t let these truths fade into silence.