The following are actual instant message conversations between myself and a good friend. They are presented with limited editing for readability and to change her name. She is a married 40plus year old woman I met on a virtual world and who feels stuck with no options to get out. She is very lonely. At the time of these messages I was stuck in a sexless and frustrating marriage so we naturally were drawn to each other. In her virtual world she is a strong dominating woman, often taking other women as their mistress.
With me she becomes someone else entirely. These short meetings we had online satisfied both of us at the time and represented our only real outlets for the feelings of frustration that had built up inside due to our situations. I know I enjoyed the time and I hope you do to as you peek into the thoughts of two lost souls trying desperately to find a moment of happiness in this life, even if only for an hour or two.
This conversation took place late one evening as I was alone in bed and my friend avoided joining her husband in hers. This is another glimpse into my world as I take possession of my partner leading her to satisfy my own needs and hers. She comes to me when she needs comfort, compassion, and someone who will own her, things she is missing in her life. These are things missing in mine as well.
Enjoy this snapshot into my world.