Lie... as life

Between a lie and the real truth ... we'll always prefer the lie.
The human being is ... illogical.
It always was .... and will always be.
Allowing ... the nonsense to dominate all the time.
Somehow ... is a paradox.
But in the real life ... we paint so, so nicely the lies ... into an
abstract way .... that we might even believe all is ... good.
I've believed the same.
... many, many times.
Obviously ... ignoring or rejecting the real truth.
And ... i try to understand myself.
See ... the logic of my behaviour.
Unfortunately ... all is a total nonsense.
I just prefer ... the lies.
Especially ... the ones said into a beautiful way.
Between a lie ... and the real truth ... I'll always accept to
live ... in illusion.
But ... you know why?!
Well ... most certainly ... the truth hurts too much.
Yes ... life is not perfect.
My life .... either.
So ... i'll just continue living in illusion ... till all will be so obvious ... that i can't deny the truth.
Most certainly .... it will be late.
... much too late.
I've became aware that my time is limited ... and one day ...
my life will end ... and i'll prove that I've wasted all my
existence ... but ....
Maybe ... i am just a coward.
... like many, many others.
Probably ... same as you.
Living ... in lies is a way of living.
The way ... in how we waste our existences.
... by thousands of years.
Yes ... we don't care about truth.
... about awakening.
About learning ... the lessons beyond ... the nonsense.
But ... this is the way we are.
And we should just accept it.
Maybe .... define what is going on.
Also ... why?!
Analyse deeply so that into the end we should just redefine
our attitude in front of ... the lies