Toxicity in love relationship

I write as a form of ... self therapy, somehow admitting I've already become addicted of it.
I write about my life.
My own experiences.
And ... i look so incoherent that you might even start
thinking that someone should take my right of being allowed to write.
And ... you know why?!
Because i write a lot from that state of ... darkness ... while being imprisoned into that cell with invisible walls called ... love story.
Being so confused.
And ... confusing.
But having the gut of revealing all that toxicity from my life.
Even if it's related to me ... or to her ... but never really be ashamed of using the term.
I believe ... all is part of life.
Good ... or bad.
Positive ... negative.
Beautiful ... ugly.
All is duality ... and I can't stay away of it.
No matter ... how it is.